Juliana
awoke in a hospital. She had tubes hooked up to her and a mask over
her face. She tried to lift her head but it felt like it was filled
with rocks. Her vision was somewhat fogged. Shapes spun and spiraled.
“Hello?” she said, the words coming out like a leak in a hoes.
A
hand rested on hers. “Juliana?” Pietro said.
She
turned her head toward his voice. Her eyes cleared and his face came
into view. He kissed her forehead. “We almost lost you,” he
informed.
She
coughed and a groan followed. “I feel like I've been struck by a
stagecoach.”
“No,
no,” he said. “Just an Anichanical rhinoceros.”
She
held her breath to keep back her laugh. Laughing would only hurt. As
she swallowed it down, she stared into his eyes. She never realized
that his eyes were blue. She'd known her entire life, but it never
mattered until then. “My eyes are brown,” she stated.
Pietro
nodded. “Yes.”
“Mom's
were green.”
“Yes.”
A
tear rolled down her cheek. “You never told me I was adopted.”
Saying those words aloud hurt worse than her broken ribs. Pietro
covered his eyes with his hand. He pressed his lips together. “He
made us swear to never tell you.” He lowered his hand. “I'd
interviewed Carlo before about an old experiment at the time. He
remembered me and how I said my wife and I wanted children but were
infertile. Then the day came when he came to us with his newborn and
begged us to take her. 'Her life will be in danger with me', he'd
said. So we took you in as our own.”
Juliana
tugged the mask from her face. Besides her splitting headache she
felt a hundred times better. How long had she been asleep? She
touched her chest and looked down at it. It felt slightly bruised but
nowhere near as painful as she last recalled.
She
slowly inched up against the headboard. She hissed through her teeth
as her body protested. Pietro helped her. She rested her head back
and inhaled slowly. “I hate that my entire life is one big secret.”
Pietro
put something on her lap. She glanced down at it. Letters. Pietro
said, “Carlo wrote you a letter for each of your birthdays. He sent
them to us for safe keeping, in case the day came that he could tell
you who he was.”
Juliana
picked up the first letter. The parchment was worn and smelled old.
She read the neatly written script.
My
darling Juliana,
I
am so sorry I haven't been able to watch you grow this first year of
your
life. Someday I hope to explain in person why I've been away. For
now, I
can
only dream of your big brown eyes (those are from me) and your ebony
hair
(that's from your mom and I both).
Juliana
stopped reading and moved ahead to a letter that had photographs
paper clipped to it.
Dearest
Juliana,
You're
eight. When I turned eight my father gave me a book written by
Thomas
Carlyle. I have always loved reading and studying. If you are
anything
like me you may enjoy his works.
I
wish I could see how beautiful you are. I have no doubt that you look
just
like your mother. I sent pictures of her so you can know what she
looked
like.
Oh how lovely she was. Her name was Eleanora.
-Carlo
Juliana
studied the woman in the photos. She had black hair like Juliana. She
even had the same forehead and cheeks. Her eyes were further apart
and she didn't look as tall as Juliana. Still, she had an adventurous
air about the way she stood. Under her arm, much to Juliana's
delight, was a book. This woman enjoyed reading.
Juliana
looked through the other photographs before she skipped on to the
final letter.
My
daughter,
Happy
tenth. I have thought of you often. Pietro came to see me despite
my
order to stay away. He told me how smart you are. Things he's told me
confirm
you are indeed my blood. You found a bat fossil? You clever,
curious
girl. I wish I could tell you to be careful. Curiosity can lead you
to
trouble.
Trust me.
Juliana
paused and laughed even though it hurt. How true his words were. Her
curiosity lead her to Carlo's cabin. Without that curiosity she never
would have found out about Project Reinisiate and would have just
ignored that X on Pietro's makeshift map. Curiosity would always be a
part of her. That fact brought a smile to her face.
She
sniffed and wiped her wet eyes and continued reading.
Pietro
is concerned. He knows about my work and how Gerard Black is
trying
to find me. You need to keep him busy so he doesn't do something
stupid.
He loves you, I can tell. He fears Gerard Black will eventually
discover
my identity and therefore discover you. I don't want him to take
matters
into his own hands. If only I could tell you this to your face. For
now I
can
only hope.
At
least one good thing came from Pietro's untoward visit. I hope you
enjoy
the Anichanical. Pietro and I agreed a girl with a dream of animals
like
both her fathers deserves a taste of them. Even if it is an
Anichanical.
Someday
I hope my work will bring you a real one. Have a happy birthday,
Juliana.
-Carlo
Juliana
lowered the letter. “Alec was from both of you?”
Pietro
nodded. “I told him how you were fascinated by my textbook. We knew
you'd love him. Though I must take credit for the name Alec.” He
winked. Juliana giggled and wiped her eyes some more. Her heart
ached. “I lost Alec too.”
Pietro
rubbed her shoulder. “I'm so sorry, my daughter.”
She
looked out the window. She couldn't see much through the frost. The
letter in her hand flitted down to her lap. “He only sent letters
up to my tenth birthday,” she pointed out.
“That's
probably due to the fact that your mother and I neglected his
warnings and went to New Scotland to confront Gerard Black.”
Juliana
shot her eyes to him. “You did what?” Nothing should have
surprised her anymore, but she still found herself asking questions.
“Carlo said you went to New Paris to find the lab.”
“He
would have said that,” Pietro said. “He never would have told you
the truth. That would have defeated the purpose of keeping himself
away from you.”
Someone
knocked on the door. It opened and Nathaniel's head and shoulder came
into the view. His Anichanical parrot sat on his shoulder. Juliana
forgot the letters for a second. “Nathaniel! You're on your feet!”
He
scooted passed the door, leaning his weight on a crutch. “More or
less. It has been a week.”
His
words bounced around in her head. “A week?”
Nathaniel
chuckled and sat down on a stool beside her bed. “You look better,
Juli.”
She
rubbed her temples. “Well,” she sighed, “I'm happy you're up
and about.” She stacked the letters neatly, patting each side and
corner so they matched up perfectly. The Anichanical parrot repeated
her last words. “Up and about! Up and about!”
Nathaniel
pinched its sleek beak closed. He winced as he shifted his wounded
leg. “Ellis and the scientist's have prepared a safe environment to
reveal all of their animals as well as a press conference for a Q and
A.”
“When?”
she asked.
“Tomorrow
morning.”
With
some convincing from Pietro, Juliana's doctors finally agreed to
discharge her as long as she had a personal nurse. She consented. The
nurse pushed her in a wheelchair out to a waiting stagecoach.
Nathaniel had already gone ahead to assist Ellis, along with Lennon
and Benjamin.
Juliana
tugged her coat tighter around her shoulders and watched the New
Paris scenery roll by. When the stagecoach came to its destination,
Juliana couldn't believe the amount of people who'd come to see the
animals. All of New Paris must have been in attendance. Not only New
Paris but the surrounding countries.
A
stage had been set up in front of the Eiffel Tower. Steel ramps were
set on either side of it. Large pens that were covered by blue
curtains were spaced evenly around the back of the stage. Every now a
then an uncommon sound would come from them and people would stop and
stare in curiosity. Some people kept their distance from the pens.
The reasons ranged from nervousness, doubt, or the most obvious
reason, the overpowering smell.
The
nurse wheeled Juliana to the tent beside the stage. Her father held
open the front flap. Ellis, Lennon, and Benjamin stood inside.
Juliana looked around for Nathaniel. Not long after her eyes swept
the tent, Nathaniel came limping in from the back flap. “He's
here,” he said.
Someone
new entered the tent. Juliana's heart swelled. She stood carefully
and met Mr. Unsworth in the middle of the tent. She hugged him as
tightly as she could without her chest bursting. He looked at her
bruised face. His thumb gently rubbed over the one under her eye.
“Juliana, I was so worried about you. When Louise came to the house
all I could think about was the day your parents left you in my
care.”
She
smiled for his benefit. “I'm fine. Everything will be better now.”
She stepped to the side and Mr. Unsworth laid eyes on Pietro for the
first time in seventeen years. Immediately his eyes moistened. Pietro
embraced him. “My old friend. How will I ever repay you for raising
my daughter?”
Mr.
Unsworth laughed to himself and said, “Don't go missing again.”
Pietro
shook his friend's hand. “No promises.”
Ellis
cleared his throat. “I'm sorry to interrupt, but the reveal is
about to begin.”
Juliana
stepped aside and Ellis exited the tent. The crowd went wild. Their
booming cheers and applause resonated in her sore chest. It almost
hurt. She winced at the odd sensation and sat down in her wheelchair.
The nurse wheeled her out to the corner of the stage. Nathaniel and
his father stood beside her.
Ellis
stood on stage in front of a large microphone. The crowd ceased their
cheering. Ellis introduced himself briefly before going through the
details of Project Reinistate. Naturally people asked questions that
he said he'd answer at the Q and A. When he finished his explanation
he said, “Would you all like to meet some of our successful
subjects?”
The
crowd couldn't contain their excitement. Some of the scientists at
the front of the stage had to order people to back up. Everyone
wanted a close look at whatever animal they brought out. Ellis
clapped his hands. “I must ask for you to keep your voices down so
as to not frighten them. This is most of their first times above
ground.” He pressed a button on a side table and a large, white
screen rose up out of the stage. An image of the stage appeared for
the massive audience to have a good look at each animal.
The
scientists started with the smaller animals. The shocked and awed
reactions from the crowd made Juliana smile; she knew that was only
the beginning. She watched the back pen as a scientist led out the
pony and giraffe. A child screamed and began crying. The pony neighed
and dug his front hoof in the snow. Ellis said, “They won't harm
you! Please keep your voices down!”
The
mothers quieted their children and the pony relaxed. One by one, each
animal walked over the stage. Beautiful creatures. As Juliana
watched, she cried. All of the pictures she'd studied her entire life
were leaping from the page right before her eyes. Some were larger
than she'd imagined, even though most were still babies. The
experience overwhelmed her; the impossible stood before her.
She
could feel her heart beating in her fingertips. A scientist walked a
buffalo up the ramp. That animal's fur was what her coat was made out
of. She recognized it as a breeze tossed it. The colors, the texture.
It belonged on the animal's back, not hers.
When
the final animal crossed the stage, Ellis began the Q and A. Juliana
couldn't stay anymore. She asked the nurse to take her back to the
tent. Nathaniel went with her to get off his leg. She stared at the
back wall and took something out of her bag. The letters from Carlo.
Nathaniel pulled up a chair beside her and asked the nurse for some
privacy. The nurse consented and left quickly. She wanted to watch
the Q and A.
Nathaniel's
Anichanical sat in the corner offline. Juliana had never liked the
thing, but it stung seeing that it was still operating. She had never
imagined her life without Alec. Anichanical's were built to last.
He'd been her constant companion after her parents went missing. Even
with Nathaniel, sometimes she'd only wanted silent companionship.
With Alec gone her sense of security went with him.
She
ran her fingers over the edges of the letters. Nathaniel tapped her
shoulder. She blinked her thoughts from her mind. She'd forgotten he
was there. He gave her his crooked grin. “Your animals are real,”
he said. Being her childhood friend, he'd always known of her love of
the extinct creatures. “Are you going to keep one?”
“Wh-what?”
He
chuckled and ran his hand through his hair. “Juli, I love you, but
I have to tell you that you've been—”
“Been
what?” she spat. Her tone made him shut his mouth. Juliana dropped
the letters into her lap. “I lost my mother, my Anichanical, Carlo,
and... I'm adopted. So please, do tell me what I've been.”
She leaned over the arm of the wheelchair and glared into his eyes.
Nathaniel grimaced and sighed. “I know that, Juli. I hate seeing
you this way. Sad.”
Carlo's
sad eyes came to her mind. Now she understood his sadness. All his
many secrets and the guilt of what happened to her parents. She tried
to conceive the feelings he must have felt because of his vision.
Project Reinitiate was a scientific breakthrough. However, making
Project Reinitiate a reality had changed his life. Hiding his wife
was one thing, but then giving up his only child couldn't have been
easy. Especially after his wife passed away bring her to the world.
Anyone would have sadness in their eyes.
“I'll
be fine,” she said, even though she wasn't sure she would be.
Juliana
stared up at the ceiling of her bedroom. Mr. Unsworth had insisted
Pietro move in until he and Juliana were fully rested. Juliana had to
talk her father into it but soon he agreed. Two months passed since
they returned to New San Gimignano.
After
one month Juliana returned to the library. Before she could settle
back into her routine, Louise asked her to spill every detail of her
journey. Juliana said only what she had too without stirring up bad
memories. That was easier said than done since the entire journey had
practically been a bad memory. She told her how Nathaniel rescued her
and her father and about the laboratory and Project Reinitiate. That
was enough to appease Louise.
She
sat up and got ready for the day. When she looked at her reflection
she hardly recognized the woman staring back at her. She looked pasty
and bleary. Her eyes were the same brown, hollow sadness as Carlo's.
Her hair had lost it's sheen. The trauma, both mental and physical,
had taken it's toll on her.
She
bathed and dressed in a gray dress with green ribbons that ended with
bows. She pulled her tresses atop her head. Before leaving her room,
she wrapped Carlo's cravat around her wrist as she did everyday. The
only time she took it off was for bed and to bathe. She couldn't bare
to part from it.
She
walked down to the workshop. Mr. Unsworth was busy repairing a
stagecoach wheel. The old man didn't see her as she walked in, but
Nathaniel did. He limped over to her. He hadn't had need for a crutch
in weeks, but his injury would forever cause him some discomfort.
“Good
morning, Juliana,” he said. She gave him a smile she didn't feel.
Nathaniel sighed. “Oh, Juli, I know that's false. Give me a real
smile.”
“Someday,”
she promised.
The
blowtorch Mr. Unsworth was using turned off and he stood from the
busted wheel. He peeled back his round goggles, resting them on his
forehead. “Juliana! There you are!” He set down his things and
pulled off his gloves. “Did you hear that New San Gimignano will be
one of the first cities to have real horses to pull the
stagecoaches?”
“Not
until they're yearlings,” Nathaniel corrected. Juliana tried to
picture a living horse in front of a stagecoach. It was too crazy to
be true. Every time she saw the horse in her mind it morphed with
metal and steam; into an Anichanical. “It will be a sight,” she
said.
“I'll
say,” said Mr. Unsworth as he came over to them. “Ellis is coming
today to make sure the city is well prepared for real Anichan –er—
animals.”
This
was news to Juliana. “I didn't know he was coming.”
Nathaniel
checked his watch. “Ah, no, I'm late for work.”
“Do
you want to ride together?” Juliana inquired. They worked only a
couple blocks apart. He shook his head. “I don't want to rush you.
I'll talk to you later.” He grabbed his coat and hurried out the
workshop entrance. Mr. Unsworth lifted his eyebrows and tugged the
goggles back over his eyes. “You should head to the library. I'll
see you this evening.”
“Right.”
Juliana went upstairs for her coat and headed out in the cold. She
decided to walk since Nathaniel had declined a ride. As she walked
people stopped her and told her how excited they were about the
animals and to give condolences about her mother. No one knew of her
relationship to Carlo and therefore never said a word about him. She
doubted anyone knew he ever existed.
When
she reached the library Louise zipped to her side. “You are in so
much trouble, Juliana.” She linked her arm with hers. Juliana
looked down at her friend. “Now who's angry with me?”
Louise
lifted her finger to her lips and smiled knowingly. Juliana narrowed
her brown eyes. “What are you up too?”
Louise
giggled like a schoolgirl and tugged on Juliana's arm. “Come with
me.”
Juliana
followed curiously. She could never ignore a secret. It was her worst
trait, she now realized. The two women went to the back of the
library and went out to the courtyard. Nathaniel stood with a bouquet
of lilacs. He wore a clean-cut suit and had on a top hat. The very
site made Juliana laugh. He hated wearing clothing like that. “What
on earth are you wearing, Nathaniel?”
He
cracked his crooked smile. “What?” He held out his arms. “I can
look sharp every now and then.”
Behind
him, walking through the gardens of snowdrops around the courtyard,
were Lennon and Benjamin. They were also dressed in the same fashion.
Not long after Juliana saw Mrs. Goodwin, Pietro, and Ellis. Everyone
was dressed immaculately in black and white. Louise moved from her
side to stand with the others. Juliana didn't understand. “What's
going on?”
Ellis
spoke for everyone. “We've gathered here for you.” He stepped
forward through the group and took her cold hands. “Project
Reinisiate never would have been freed without you.”
She
felt a pinch of guilt. “It wasn't me. Carlo—”
“Yes,”
Ellis interrupted. “Carlo was the mastermind. He came up with the
project —put it in motion— but you were all he ever talked about.
You were his pride and joy. The rest of the team teased him, saying
they should rename the project Project Juliana.”
That
made her laugh before she could cry. Ellis escorted her through her
friends to one of the garden beds. “Carlo would be so proud of you,
as we all are. You risked your life for the animals and that is
something they will never be able to repay.”
Pietro
appeared at her side. He smiled down at her. “But perhaps we can.”
Movement
caught her eye. She focused on a back corner of the library wall. One
of the scientists came to view holding a lead. Juliana's heart
skipped. Her chest squeezed and she feared it would puncture another
lung. At the end of the lead was a grizzly bear cub. Juliana covered
her mouth and unconsciously walked towards the beast.
The
scientist gave her as much space as he could. The bear was still
young so Juliana had to kneel. The bear stared at her with
inquisitive black eyes. They stared at each other in silence for ten
minutes. No one interrupted them. The little bear sniffed the air,
taking in her sent. The wonder Juliana felt clearly equaled in this
little cub's eyes. She'd made eye contact with Alec many times over
the years, but the connection between her and this living thing was
indescribable. This moment would forever be a part of her life. A
secret anomaly between her and the bear. The instant link of trust,
fondness, and friendship.
When
Juliana finally spoke, she spoke to the bear. “Hello there. Are you
a boy or a girl?”
Ellis
answered on behalf of the cub. “Female. So far none of our male
specimens have taken. She's the first successful grizzly bear
initiate. Six months old.”
Juliana
cautiously reached out her hand. The bear stood on her hind legs and
lifted her nose to Juliana's palm. A tear rolled down Juliana's cheek
and she quickly wiped it on her shoulder. The bear grunted and rolled
onto Juliana's lap, pawing at the air. Juliana scratched her under
her chin. Soft. Warm. Breath.
“She'll
need looking after in the laboratory for a few more months,” Ellis
stated. “But once we have a food source available to you she's all
yours.” Juliana whipped her head around, inhaling sharply. Ellis
smiled with a nod. “If you'll have her.”
“Yes,”
she said. She got to her feet and threw her arms around him. “Thank
you.” She went around and hugged everyone in attendance. This was
the kindest thing anyone had ever done for her. For the remainder of
the day she spent it in the courtyard with the tiny creature. They
played, ate, went on a walk. The only time they went inside was to
nap in the back room where Juliana once hid her trunk of books.
While
the bear slept against Juliana's leg, Juliana stroked her soft fur
and spoke to her in whispers. “You and I will be a great team. I'll
show you all the places I discovered with Alec. There's a cave not
too far from the city. Small, but cozy.”
The
bear snorted and continued on dozing. Juliana giggled and rested her
head on the floor. The future wouldn't be all sweets and flowers now
that the animals were returning. On the contrary, things would
possibly get harder before they got better. But Juliana didn't worry.
When things finally got better it would happen in a flash.
She
caught her reflection on the side of a cart of books. She stared into
her own eyes. Carlo's eyes. Those brown, happy eyes.
The
End